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Archive for October 2009

When She Left

Posted by: pcloeb on: 29/10/2009

i remember the way the vast expanse of terrible carpet overwhelmed our room
the mirrored closet doors that caught my horror just in time to throw it back to me
the wretched ceiling fan that loved us as much as it could muster on late nights in july
but this
this was september
all that was left was the mattress
she [...]

You and I

Posted by: pcloeb on: 27/10/2009

You and I
Your vanilla milkshake tongue sticks to my mouth like
sandpaper and I pull my insides from you.
I like chocolate.
I can see your pores
sweating makeup and taxi cab exhaust.
And that night on the subway sitting across
from the girl with the lily-of-the-valley dress
I noticed she was with a boy who didn’t know
what he did to deserve [...]

Into You

Posted by: pcloeb on: 27/10/2009

your hands were explaining ’soft’ to me
but i was more concerned with calculating angles
you seemed content enough to dissect my defense mechanisms
as i wordlessly struggled to plug into yours
i was drawing lines with your pencil
(we want nothing to stay permanent)
to connect point a to point b
and to separate one thing from another
and to highlight and [...]

Fifteen

Posted by: pcloeb on: 25/10/2009

He rarely speaks to her
just flips her yellowed pages
with his eyes
comes home and builds her a fire
beneath her skirt
it’s hard chopping wood
feels more like murder these days
he sees faces in the bark
still
he turns the color of her cheeks
like the volume dial
in his rust bitten Camaro
she moans like the owl
he hears taunting him
each time he lifts [...]

Etiquette After Sex

Posted by: pcloeb on: 23/10/2009

Etiquette After Sex
You
sleeping
leaked dreams in my hollow chest,
finger painted them.
Afraid to touch too hard.
Knife and spoon gentleman.
Bedroom gardener
afraid to remove your poison ivy gloves
and infect me all over.
Roses sprouted from my mattress;
the food of love.
I was afraid to swallow them,
like the red wine stain I left on the pillow
that I screamed into sometimes,
the watershed of [...]

Movie Review: Zombieland (2009)

Posted by: pcloeb on: 21/10/2009

Zombieland
Directed by Ruben Fleischer
Written by Rhett Reese and Paul Wernick
Starring: Woody Harrelson, Jesse Eisenberg, Emma Stone, Abigail Breslin
Runtime: 87 minutes
In Wide Release Starting October 2
To be honest, I didn’t want to like Zombieland.  My first experience with the film was seeing the poster nestled between a wall and a poster for The Vampire’s Assistant.  Seeing [...]

On Writing (again)

Posted by: pcloeb on: 18/10/2009

I am not sure what it means that I want to run here whenever I am despairing, I am unsure if it is really so great a thing to have this at the end of the rainbow, to have it as my great consolation, to be able to tell myself, At least you have that. [...]

Movie Reviews: Peter and Vandy (2009)

Posted by: pcloeb on: 18/10/2009

Peter and Vandy
Written and Directed by Jay DiPietro
Starring: Jason Ritter, Jess Weixler, Jesse L. Martin, and Tracie Thomas
Runtime: 95 minutes
In Limited Release Starting October 9
Relationships can be ugly things.   When Peter (Jason Ritter, Freddy vs. Jason) tells Vandy (Jess Weixler, Teeth)  ”I love you” during a cold weather picnic looking out at the Statue [...]

How I Spent My Summer Vacation: Part 3

Posted by: pcloeb on: 16/10/2009

By week four, I had yet to feel like I had  a sense of place.  Too quickly, I had settled into a routine.  I bounced between the job hunt and the writing games.  Sometimes, I would break the monotony by exploring the neighborhood lining Sunset, sometimes our nights would be spent down at the Sunset, [...]

We tell it to anyone
who will listen. We need
a second opinion. We need
a fresh pair of eyes. We need
to do this so we can try
to make sense of it.
Because
when we tell it to ourselves, we can’t.
We try to keep it
inside, believing our business
is our business and our personal
baggage is ours to carry, and our drama
isn’t [...]


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Day Zero Project: 101 Things in a 1001 Days

1. Buy Computer Upgrades (4x 1 TB HDD, AppleCare, 8800GT, FCS2 and 6.5 TB backups, offsite storage, Dreamhost account, Flickr storage)
2. Buy a Dell 24” Computer Monitor / New HDTV
3. Buy a 60GB/80GB PS3
4. Move out on my own
5. Get into graduate school
6. Earn a master’s degree
7. Travel to Japan
8. Contribute to my Retirement $100/month
9. Write 10 short screenplays
10. Write 1 feature screenplay
11. Write 1 Novel
12. Write a TV spec script
13. Enter a screenplay competition (short and longform)
14. Write something in every genre (drama, horror, comedy, action, sci/fi etc.)
15. Buy a Wii
16. Buy a PSP
17. Buy gear for DVX-100A (Tripod, shotgun mic, wireless, case)
18. Buy dSLR gear (3 Lenses (50mmf1.4, 28-70mmf2.8), tripod, external flash, wireless, grip, extra batteries)
19. Go HD (Buy an HD camera)
20. Travel to Europe again
21. See at least 10 new bands each year.
22. Build a SAN/Server for storage
23. Be more active
24. Complete unfinished video and PC games.
25. A Day In My Life (Work/Weekend)
26. Go FlickR Pro
27. Build a new website
28. Start a blog network
29. Review every movie I see
30. Review every live concert
31. Win Bar Trivia/Geeks Who Drink at least once
32. Do a California Wine Tour
33. Visit South America
34. Visit Central America
35. Make an AMV and Enter it in NDK
36. Frame all of my posters
37. Go Skydiving
38. Buy new eyeglasses/sunglasses
39. Go back to Korea
40. SECRET ACHIEVEMENT 1
41. SECRET ACHIEVEMENT 2
42. Make a band documentary
43. Make a social documentary
44. Archive the old stories
45. Learn Photoshop
46. Learn After Effects
47. Learn Dreamweaver
48. Go to a Denver Film Fest Premier as press or otherwise
49. Learn Motion
50. Learn Aperture
51. Learn Color
52. Learn Soundtrack
53. Learn Logic
54. Learn ProTools
55. Get Apple Certified
56. Get Adobe Certified
57. Learn Avid
58. Organize Computer(s)
59. Learn the piano
60. Take vitamins
61. Write a literary criticism papers
62. Write a film criticism paper
63. Write a tech impact paper
64. Answer phone more often
65. Buy a desk
66. Laser Eye Surgery
67. Fire a gun
68. Practice meditation
69. Complete NaNoWriMo
70. Complete NaBloPloMo
71. Re-edit reel
72. Use Google Calendar
73. Sell a photo
74. Organize music
75. National Script
76. 48 Hour Film Fest entry
77. Use Planner
78. Carry a Notepad
79. Save $500 a month, pay back $1500 spent
80. Go to an out of state music festival
81. See a band play the hometown show
82. Organize games
83. Organize movies
84. Organize books
85. Organize music
86. Learn 1 new word a day
87. Floss
88. Cook once a month
89. Finish Life, Death, Rebirth for Will
90. Start Poetry book/journal
91. Learn to build a computer
92. Write a play
93. Read the Wheel of Time Series
94. Become fully independent in Tax Matters
95. Get 3,000 achievement points per year
96. Build all my unbuilt gundam models
97. Do a model diorama
98. SECRET ACHIEVEMENT 3
99. Go to local Denver attractions (ZOO, MUSEUM, ART MUSEUM)
100. Paper journal usage
101. Organize photographs / put watermarks on them

Currents:

Playing:
World of Warcraft: Wrath of the Lich King (OSX)
Fallout 3 (Xbox 360)
Street Fighter IV (Xbox 360)
Plants vs. Zombies (OS X)
Sonic Chronicles: The Dark Brotherhood (NDS)
Ghostbusters: The Video Game (Xbox 360)
Uncharted 2: Among Thieves (PS3)
Assassin's Creed (Xbox 360)

Reading:
Let the Right One In by John Ajvide Lindqvist
The Strain by Guillermo del Toro and Chuck Hogan
It's Too Late To Say I'm Sorry by Joey Comeau
The Angel Riots by Ibi Kaslik
Skinny by Ibi Kaslik
The Godfather by Mario Puzo
The Song Is You by Arthur Phillips
On Gold Mountain by Lisa See
Adventures in the Screen Trade by William Goldman

Watching:
The Wire: Season 1
Dexter: Season 4
How I Met Your Mother: Season 5
The Big Bang Theory: Season 3
Dollhouse: Season 2
Heroes: Season 4
The Sopranos: Season 3
The Sopranos: Season 4